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Thursday, February 9th, 2006
2:19 pm - allow boredom
Kissed someone...
[x] on the cheek.
[x] on the lips.
[x] on their hands or fingers.
[x] in my room.
[x] in their room.
[x] of the same sex. (Not pulled!)
[x] of the opposite sex.
[ ] younger than me.
[x] older than me.
[x] with jet black hair.
[ ] with curly hair.
[x] with blonde hair & blue eyes.
[ ] with flaming red hair.
[x] with straight hair.
[x] smaller/shorter than me.
[x] bigger/taller than me.
[ ] with a lip ring. [god i wish]
[x] who was drunk.
[ ] who was high.
[ ] who I had just met.
[ ] who was homosexual.
[x] who I didn't really want to kiss.
[x] on a holiday.
[ ] who was going out with someone else.
[ ] who was going out with someone close to me.
[ ] who was my good friend's brother or sister.
[ ] who had been/is in jail.
[ ] in a graveyard.
[x] at a show/concert.
[x] at the beach.
[x] in a pool, jacuzzi, or some type of water
[ ] who was legally too young/old for me to have sex with.
[x] with dyed hair.
[ ] with a shaved head.
[x] who was/is my good friend.
[x] who was/is in a band.
[ ] who has tattoos.
[ ] who is of a completely different race than me.
[x] in the rain. <3 *sigh*
[x] in another continent besides where I was born.
[x] with an accent.
[ ] with an std.
[ ] on a boat.
[x] in a car/taxi/bus.
[ ] on a plane.
[ ] at the circus/carnival.
[ ] with a missing body part.
[x] in the movies.
[x] eskimo style


[ ] I am bisexual or homosexual.
[x] I've consumed alcohol.
[ ] I've run away from home.
[x] I have lied to my parents about where I am.
[ ] I don't like Bush because from what I hear, he is dumb.
[x] I don't like Bush with my own reasons to back it up.
[ ] I am for Bush.
[ ] I listen to political music.
[ ] I collect comic books.
[x] I shut others out when I'm depressed.
[ ] I open up to others easily.
[x] I am keeping a secret from the world
[ ] I watch the news.
[x] I own over 5 rap CDs.
[x] I own an iPod or MP3 player
[x] I own something from Hot Topic
[x] I love Disney Movies.
[x] I am a sucker for hair/eyes
[ ] I don't kill bugs.
[x] I curse regularly.
[ ] I paid for that cell phone ring.
[ ] I am a sports fanatic.
[ ] I have "x"s in my screen name.
[x] I've slipped out an "lol" in a real conversation.
[ ] I love Spam.
[x] I bake well.
[x] I would wear pajamas to school.
[ ] I own something from Abercrombie.
[x] I have a job. (gta love the library)
[ ] I love Martha Stewart.
[x] I am in love with love.
[ ] I am guilty of tYpInG lIkE tHiS.
[x] I am self conscious.
[x] I like to laugh.
[ ] I smoke a pack a day.
[ ] I loved Perks of Being a Wallflower.
[ I have cough drops when I'm not sick.
[ ] I can't swallow pills.
[x] I can swallow about 7 pills at a time no problem.
[ ] I eat fast food weekly.
[ ] I have many scars.
[x] I've been out of this country
[x] I believe in ghosts.
[x] I can't sleep if there is a spider in the room.
[x] I am really ticklish.
[ ] I see a therapist.
[x] I love white chocolate.
[x] I bite my nails.
[ ] I am comfortable with being me.
[x] I play computer games/video games.
[ ] I'm single
[x] I'm in a relationship
[x] Gotten lost in your city
[x] Saw a shooting star
[x] Been to any other countries besides the united states
[ ] I Had a serious Surgery
[x] Gone out in public in your pajamas
[x]I have Kissed a Stranger
[x] Hugged a stranger
[ ]Been in a fist fight
[ ] Been arrested
[x] Laughed and had milk/coke come out of your nose
[x] Pushed all the buttons on an elevator
[ ] Made out in an elevator
[x] Swore at your parents
[x] Kicked a guy where it hurts
[x] Been close to love
[x] Been to a casino
[ ] Been skydiving
[x] Broken a bone
[x] Skipped school
[x] Flashed someone
[ ] Saw a therapist
[ ] Done the splits
[x] Played spin the bottle
[x] Gotten stitches
[ ] Drank a whole gallon of milk in one hour
[x] Bitten someone
[ ] Been to Niagara Falls
[x] Gotten the chicken pox
[x] Kissed a member of the same sex [not pulling!]
[ ] Crashed into a friend's car
[x] Been to Japan
[x] Ridden in a taxi
[x] Shoplifted
[ ] Been fired
[ ] Ever had a crush on someone of the same sex
[x] Had feelings for someone who didnt have them back
[ ] Stole something from your job
[ ] Gone on a blind date
[x] Lied to a friend
[ ] Had a crush on a teacher [oh mr basford...]
[ ] Celebrated mardigras in New Orleans
[x] Been to Europe
[ ] Slept with a co-worker
[ ]Been married
[ ] Gotten divorced
[ ] Had children
[ ] Saw someone dying
[x] Been to Africa
[x] Driven over 400 miles in one day
[ ] Been to Canada
[x] Been to Mexico
[x] Been on a plane
[x] Seen the Rocky Horror Picture Show
[ ] Thrown up in a bar
[x] Eaten Sushi
[x] Been snowboarding
[x] Been Skiing
[x] Met someone in person from the internet
[x] Been moshing at a rock show
[x] Been to a moto cross show
[ ] Lost a child
[ ] Gone to college
[ ] Done hard drugs
[x] Taken painkillers
[x] Had someone cheat on you
[x] Miss someone right now

current mood: hahaha look at that face!
current music: hawthorne heights - saying sorry

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Tuesday, January 17th, 2006
11:33 am - it just takes some time, little girl you're in the middle of the ride, everything will be just fine
you know what i noticed today? [wait for it, it's so interesting]

that my room is very much like my mind. busy, colourful, untidy, and has a sort of half-arsed attitude going on. so i decided to sort it out a little, but then my half arsed attitude kicked in and i decided i couldn't be bothered anymore. good god no!

in other news... my parents are TWATS to the extreme.

they're basically implying the "my house, my rules, my decisions" thing. they're not letting me quit spanish which is notttt fair, cos it is so fucking hard and well... i don't like it. and i barely turn up, so i don't see why i should be wasting my time with a subject that i'm not interested in and don't like and i'm hardly gonna use it in later life, unless i go to live in spain or i become a teacher or start working with tourists or whatever. and even if i go to spain on holiday again, i know all the basic words and shiz so i'd be fine, i just wouldn't be able to have a conversation with some spanish geez on the street [oh good god, i don't think i can cope :P]. arrrrrrrrrrrghhhh
thing is, it's my fagging decision what i wanna do, right? they're my a-levels. it's my choice, i don't even know what i wanna do with my life! i'm bound to make so many changes, so i'm starting with this and dropping spanish [WHICH I WON'T NEED] but noooooooo the 'rents have to get all awkward about it.
i've got enough work as it is from my other subjects, i know there are others doing way more subjects than me, but those people have definitely got better grades and so can handle they're subjects cos they're sooo damn smart. ARGH. i on the other hand have the fucking attention span of a rodent on crack, and my grades aren't that good either, so i'm not able to handle 4 subjects. yeh sure 1 is a gcse, but it still entails alot of work.

god aren't i interesting.

i'm sorry, but thats a 3 minutes of your life you will never, ever get back.

p.s. i'd like to mention that even tho there is alot of shit at home, my friends are the bestest people in the entire world and put up with my mood swings. and i love you all to bits. you're all amazing.


current mood: stressed
current music: three days grace

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Tuesday, January 3rd, 2006
10:36 pm - because this is always useful...

In the year 2006 I resolve to:

Learn to lick my own elbow.



Get your resolution here


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Wednesday, December 14th, 2005
6:35 pm - when i say "shotgun", you say "wedding"
1) Was 2005 a good year for you?
it was.

2) What was your favorite moment of the year?
oh so hard. america by myself - awsome. sophie's birthday - so amusing. getting a boyfriend - :) all the parties this year were fantasmical. enjoyed them lotsies. Spanish Lemonade nights. ULTIMATE SPANISH LEMONADE NIGHT

3) What was your least favorite moment of the year?
valentines pioneer - me and emma - chavs. end of.

4) Where were you when 2005 began?
At Chodula's. don't even remember which room i was in.

5) Who were you with?
Bug, Fed, Chris, Katharine, Rach, the others had buggered off somewhere!

6) Where will you be when 2005 ends?
Grandma's house. eating cupcakes.

7) Who will you be with when 2005 ends?
might be with the bellshine. but i'll most likely be wit bug and katters

8) Did you keep your new years resolution of 2005?
i did do quite well with my resolutions this year.

9) Do you have a new years resolution for 2006?
hmm.. not at the moment.

10) Did you fall in love in 2005?
yes.

11) If yes, with who?
Dan

12) If yes, do they know?
hahahah i think he does, dunno cos i dont say it so much lol

13) Are you still in love with them?
definitely.

14) You regret it?
fuck no.

15) Did you breakup with anyone in 2005?
no

16) Did you make any new friends in 2005?
yah :D

17) Who are your favorite new friends?
ADAMMMMMMMMMM!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! oh and of course Dan, Kimm, Lyns, Gerri

18) What was your favorite month of 2005?
September.

19) Did you travel outside of the UK in 2005?
America, Spain

20) How many different states did you travel to in 2005?
just the one

21) Did you lose anybody close to you in 2005?
define lose.

22) Did you miss anybody in the past year?
yeh. tonnes of people.

23) What was your favorite movie that you saw in 2005?
40 Year Old Virgin - blates.

24) What was your favorite song from 2005?
Niki FM - Hawthorne Heights

25) What was your favorite record from 2005?
With Love and Squalor - We Are Scientists.

26) How many concerts did you see in 2005?
Rooster, Backstreet Boys, Duran Duran [in 7 days!!!], Fun Lovin' Criminals

27) Did you have a favorite concert in 2005?
Backstreet Boys, blates.

28) Did you drink a lot of alcohol in 2005?
hahahaha yes.

29) Did you do a lot of drugs in 2005?
No

30) Did you do anything you are ashamed of this year?
had my first kiss with someone i really shouldnt have

31) What was the worst lie someone told you in 2005?
katharine said i was thin.

32) Did you treat somebody badly in 2005?
umm... i dont know, did i?

33) Did somebody treat you badly in 2005?
a little

34) How much money did you spend in 2005?
oh way too much

35) What was your proudest moment of 2005?
getting a B in Art :)

36) What was your most embarrassing moment of 2005?
lol its probably something i don't remember.

37) If you could go back in time to any moment of 2005 and change something, what would it be?
Definitely should've spoken to all the year 13s i made friends with after mixers instead of wallowing in my hungoverness

38) What are your plans for 2006?
go to america by myself again, summer holiday, brighton trip :D:D

current mood: FAT *AS*
current music: online songs - blink 182

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Wednesday, December 7th, 2005
2:13 pm - BUT....
I heart him lotsies :)

ADAM IS
[pretending to be] BUFF

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2:11 pm - ALLOW ADAM
ALLOW ADAM. HE IS MEAN.

current mood: crushed
current music: Adam talking to Gemma

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Tuesday, December 6th, 2005
11:14 pm
Full name: Lauren Lacey Taylor
Nicknames: Laurie, Laz, Loz, Larrie, Lazifer, Lazarini, Jeremy
Birthday: 30/8/89
Place of birth: Chatham
Male or Female: Female
Grade: YEAR 12 woop
Occupation: your... um... mum
Residence: With my parents and my "brother"
Screen name: squeeze89

Your Appearance

Natural hair color: Dark blonde
Hair length: Longish
Best feature: ummm... don't have one
Height: 5'7" i think
Braces?: No
Glasses?: yeh
Piercing: Ears once
Tattoos: None YET
Righty or Lefty: righty

Your 'Firsts'

First best friend: Chris Moss!! woop!
First award: uhh some ballet thing
First sport you joined: swimming
First pet: ummm i think it was Fatcat
First real vacation: germany :D and same a fatty put, first and only time, woopah!
First concert: smash hits! WHAT LEGS!
First Love: OMcupcakingG was blates AJ MCLEAN

Favorites

Movies: Austin Powers 3
TV Shows: Nip/Tuck, Complete Savages, Friends
Colors: GREEN
Rapper: omg blates Will Smith, what a legend
Bands/Music: red hot chili peppers, jimmy eat world, hawthorne heights, we are scientists
Song right now: Hear You Me - Jimmy Eat World
Candy: omg blates strawberry whips!
Sport to play: allow sport!
Restaurant: PIZZA HUT >>>> i'm obssessed!
Favorite brands: allow brands
Store: wilkinsons blates
School subject: Italian! allow adam cos he dropped it!
Animal: llama
Books: 100 greatest sex games... hahaha nah, High Fidelity
Magazine: ummm...
Shoes: omg my buff bambi shoes

Currently

Feeling: tired. like shit. in need of cheering up :(
Single or taken?: taken
Have a crush: well... do i have to count the bellshine as a crush?
Eating/Last Ate: umm... soup i think
Drinking/Last Drank: cola... was gross
Typing: :O NO WAY MAN! NO WAY!
Online? umm yes
Listening to: SILENCE woop
Thinking about: Julian McMahon
Wanting to: recieve a nice warm hug
Watching: my toes
Wearing: jeans, blue shirt, pink strappy top, underwear

Future

Want kids?: i dunno yet
Want to be married: i AM married
Careers in mind: Emu Farmer
Where do you want to live: in Yanan hahahahahaha ummm .... New York or West Palm Beach or Finchley
Car: MINI MINI MINI MINI MINI MINI MINI MINI MINI.............................................................. MINI

Which is Better With The Opposite/Same Sex

Hair color: umm dark coloured
Hair length: not too long... and definitely not too short... as long as it looks good
Eye color: GREEN.... <3
Measurements: [gotta have a twelve incher] hhaha katharine, i was thinking the same thing!!
Cute or sexy: cute, but sometimes sexy
Lips or eyes: Eyes
Hugs or kisses: both = quality with the right person ;)
Short or tall: tall
Easygoing or serious: both
Romantic or spontaneous: blates both
Fatty or skinny: hahaha i dont mind, just cant date someone who is hencher than me... if thats possible... O.o
Sensitive or loud: eh... both... but not too much
Hook-up or relationship: ahem... no comment
Sweet or caring: both.
Trouble maker or hesitant one: umm... hesitant i guess

Have you ever

Kissed a stranger: define kiss.
Had alcohol: OMcupcakingG NEVER!!!
Smoked: yes, allow smoking. allow the bellshine for smoking!
Ran away from home: well... like for a few hours hahaha i missed my bed :(
Broken a bone: yah
Got an xray?: yeah
Broken someone's heart: i doubt it
Broke up with someone: yeh
Cried when someone died: yes
Cried at school: yeh, when katharine said i was thin.

Do You Believe In
God: well... not really
Miracles: yeh i guess
Love at first sight: definitely
Ghosts: kinda, allow
Aliens: No, used to tho
Soul mates: yeh but i dont think it has to be the person that you're in a relationship with... i reckon it could be your friend or family member or whatever
Heaven: meh dunno
Hell: as above
Kissing on the first date: depends how much i liked the geez...
Horoscopes: well sometimes, i mean once or twice they've been true but i guess that was a coincidence
Is there someone you want more than anything in the world right now: yes. allow. bloody sadness. :(

current mood: numb

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Sunday, November 27th, 2005
6:50 pm - smitten but not stupid - it's written all over your face
kat, my heart goes out to you

love you cupcake xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx

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Friday, November 4th, 2005
7:00 pm - And I Have Reason To Believe That I'm Not The Only One You Spend This Time With...
You're A Crazy Drunk

When you drink, you get wrecked - and it ain't pretty.


current mood: silly
current music: Silverstein - Existentialism On Prom Night

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Monday, October 24th, 2005
8:47 pm - you're so blind, you can't save me this time
12 Signs That You're Falling In Love:


12. You'll read his/her IMS over and over again...

11. You'll walk really really slow while you're with him/her...

10. You'll feel shy whenever you're with him/her...

9. While thinking bout him/her...your heart will beat
faster and faster...

8. By listening to his/her voice...you'll smile for no reason.

7. While looking at him/her..you cant see the other
people around you...you can only see that person...

6. You'll start listening to SLOW songs.

5. He/She becomes all you think about.

4. You'll get high just by their smell...

3. You'll realize that you're always smiling to yourself
when you think about them..

2. You'll do anything for him/her...

1. While reading this, there was one person on your mind the whole time

current mood: mixed up
current music: jimmy eat world

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Thursday, October 13th, 2005
3:54 pm - soundtrack to my life... apparently...
Your Life: The Soundtrack
Opening credits:Eddie's Gun - The Kooks
Waking up:London Calling - The Clash
Average day:Local God - Everclear
First date:I Bet That You Look Good On The Dancefloor - Arctic Monkeys
Falling in love:The Blowers Daughter - Damien Rice
Love scene:Banquet - Bloc Party
Fight scene:Ohio Is For Lovers - Hawthorne Heights
Breaking up:Bike Scene - Taking Back Sunday
Getting back together:Vindicated - Dashboard Confessional
Secret love:Ever Fallen In Love - The Buzzcocks
Life's okay:I Caught Fire - The Used
Mental breakdown:Anything, Anything - Buckcherry
Driving:The Greeting Song - Red Hot Chili Peppers
Learning a lesson:The World You Love - Jimmy Eat World
Deep thought:Fall Out - John Frusciante
Flashback:At 1 AM - Subways
Partying:The You And Me Song - The Wannadies
Happy dance:Rip It Up - Razorlight
Regreting:Hear You Me - Jimmy Eat World
Long night alone:The Night That Lights Went Out In NYC - The Ataris
Death scene:I Feel So - Boxcar Racer
Closing credits:Save The Population - Red Hot Chili Peppers
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You've been totally Bzoink*d


current mood: lonely
current music: Save The Population - Red Hot Chili Peppers

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Monday, October 10th, 2005
4:24 pm - Don't Bother Angel
Advanced Global Personality Test Results
Extraversion |||||||||||| 43%
Stability |||||||||| 33%
Orderliness |||||| 23%
Accommodation |||||||||||||||||||| 83%
Interdependence |||||||||||||||| 70%
Intellectual || 10%
Mystical |||||||||||| 50%
Artistic |||||||||||||||||||| 83%
Religious || 10%
Hedonism |||||||||||| 43%
Materialism |||||||||||||| 56%
Narcissism |||| 16%
Adventurousness |||||||||||| 43%
Work ethic |||||||||||||||||| 76%
Self absorbed |||||||||||| 43%
Conflict seeking || 10%
Need to dominate |||| 16%
Romantic |||||||||||||||||| 76%
Avoidant |||||||||||| 50%
Anti-authority |||||||||||||| 56%
Wealth |||||||||||||||| 63%
Dependency |||||||||||||||| 63%
Change averse |||||||||||||||| 63%
Cautiousness |||||||||||||||| 70%
Individuality |||||||||||||||||| 76%
Sexuality |||||||||||||||||| 76%
Peter pan complex |||||||||||||||||| 76%
Physical security |||||||||||||||||||| 90%
Physical Fitness |||||||||| 37%
Histrionic |||||||||||||||||||| 83%
Paranoia |||||||||||| 50%
Vanity |||||||||| 36%
Hypersensitivity |||||||||||||||| 70%
Female cliche |||||||||||||||||||| 83%
Take Free Advanced Global Personality Test
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current mood: hot
current music: Lovesick - Madcap

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Saturday, September 17th, 2005
10:28 pm - put up, put out or stay at home
and i chose to stay at home. i'm such a fag. just because i was tired. god i'm getting as bad as scotland. *cries*.
well, friday, i was given the option of going shopping with j-rock as she needed some retail therapy, or going into town with dan. I of course chose to go with j-rock. Scotland said that i should go to town with dan, just cos he's a guy... eugh fag. i was like 'i'm not gonna be one of those girls who dumps their friends for a guy', cos i totally wouldn't do that... fairy nuff if she'd do it, but i just wouldn't... doesn't seem right.
So yes, today i went shopping with J-rock... and Scot's. we went to watford and had a mighty buff time. we were upset because we couldn't afford many of the clothes around shops like Gap and John Lewis... but we had an extremely buff time in the pound shop... or "POUNDLAND!"!! sweet! I kid you not my friends, we spent a very long time in there... and j-rock and me spent about £10 each in there lol. We all bought a pack of condoms, because you know, who'd pass up 12 condoms for a £1?! and you never know when we're gonna need them. (Mem. Always be prepared.) lol. Then we went into ShoeZone (what a name) and bought some nictingz shoes for under £8! And then off to Gap, where we could not afford really anything, and unfortunately, only one of the 3 super hot male staff was there. but it was the hottest one. Ah Model. Though he wasn't my favourite... lol.
We then decided to get lunch and me and j-rock got salads, whilst the scottish one got chips, pizza and a fanta (she'd also had 2 sausage rolls earlier)(i also had a pasty earlier, but it was small and i had had no brekkie... so i had an excuse). Then we trekked on down to Primark, stopping in John Lewis on the way. John Lewis reminded us of how little money we had so we left for primark, though not before trying on some buff wooly hats and scarves!! We looked THE SEX in them. They were extremely sexay! We spent a long time in Primark too; whilst j-rock had gone to get some money from the atm, i decided to entertain myself by trying on crazy jumpers. because, you know, i'm just the coolest person ALIVE. Mwahaha. I scared many people with my hysterical laughter and hideous choices of the selection jumpers in Primark. We looked at the underwear, and got a picture of J-rock doing the 'Bridget Jones pose', you know, the one where she stretches the HUGE pair of pants in front of her and makes an odd face... yeh... and then some woman standing near us laughed and asked if we were for real. nah mate, we're figments of your imagination. ahem. OOH AND WE BOUGHT BUFF JUMPERS WITH DIAMONDS ON THEM!!! And i bought a hat with diamonds on them. SO BUFF. Yeah, so after we just went into superdrug and i kinda walked off and lost everyone... then i found them... and then i think we just got the train back home. (Mem. make life seem more interesting next time writing in journal).
OOH! AND OMG! we saw the funniest chavs! they had a motorised scooter and they were having trouble starting it, and they kept trying to look cool, and when they DID get it started up, they couldn't control it at first, and one chav couldn't get on it and almost crashed into a car, then when he managed to get on it, the other tried to get on the back, so he jumped on (trying to look cool) and completely missed the scooter! He got on like 3rd or 4th try tho!! Legends. i should've got it on tape. you'd have loved it, i tell you.

and yeh,so i'm gonna finish this cos i'm probably boring you to death.

much, much love,

xxxxoxxxx

current mood: hungry
current music: We've Got It Goin' On - Backstreet Boys

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Monday, September 5th, 2005
1:24 pm - i just wanna be with you... and i'm in so deep, you know i'm such a fool for you...
C*NTING SCHOOL.
hey all. another rant here. enjoy you gorgeous lumps of sex.

1. i got a D in drama... extrememly annoyed at that... and i found out i couldn't do drama for a-level because of that D. and they failed to tell me before i went to register for a level.
2. i have to drop hist too cos i got a D in that as well. so i'm taking psychology.
3. i went in at 8:45, they told me that because i got D's i couldn't take those 2 subjects, so they said think about alternatives and come in at 11:15. i went to jenni's then we went into school at 11:15, they said that i have to come back at 2 because they dont have the paperwork for me.
fucking incompetant school. so SHIT. i cant believe nobody told me i couldnt do an a-level that i got below a c in in gcse. i knew it was for english and maths, but noone told me about the other subjects. and i cant exactly retake drama. EURGH. THEY'RE ALL A BUNCH OF C*NTS. and so now i have to go back into school and i have an icky feeling i'm gonna see my sixth form love... which is not good because i was crying earlier and i look like SHIT after i've cried. and i'm pissed off. and i'm gonna be all alone with a bunch of upper sixth's. if i was in a good mood i TOTALLY would not mind that. but i'm not in a good mood.


i'll see you lumps of sex at kat's pathering.
x x x

current mood: pissed off
current music: Linger - Cranberries

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Thursday, July 28th, 2005
1:09 pm - bah dah bah bah bah
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current mood: geeky
current music: champagne - sugarcult

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Wednesday, July 20th, 2005
8:32 pm - no one else will know these lonely dreams...
this is how bored i am.


The Keys to Your Heart



You are attracted to those who have a split personality - cold as ice on the outside but hot as fire in the heart.

In love, you feel the most alive when your partner is patient and never willing to give up on you.

You'd like to your lover to think you are loyal and faithful... that you'll never change.

You would be forced to break up with someone who was emotional, moody, and difficult to please.

Your ideal relationship is open. Both of you can talk about everything... no secrets.

Your risk of cheating is zero. You care about society and morality. You would never break a commitment.

You think of marriage as something precious. You'll treasure marriage and treat it as sacred.

In this moment, you think of love as something you don't need. You just feel like flirting around and playing right now.





it's mostly true... not quite sure about the first one though...

Love to you all,

Admiral Laz la Dale 69

current mood: blah

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Monday, June 27th, 2005
10:26 pm - And if you say this makes you happy, then I'm not the only one lying
Ah Fallout Boy - such legends.

Right so my weekend was interesting..... well... it was for me.
Friday night had a garty... not one of the best i'd thrown seeing as it was pissing down with rain as soon as i got back from my Tech exam (which was SO easy)... but we played twister and had a few drinkies... unfortunately David started acting as if he was a pimp again... and decided it would be smart to take pictures of the girls arses/underwear as we bent over. And we made some phone calls to random guys that we know.... "Press 1!"
Saturday i went to town with Emmzy and Scotland. On the way there we saw the love of my life walking ahead of us... and fortunately enough going to town as well. So we saw him a few times. I freaked out almost each time i saw him (i've gotta stop that). Funny story: i was in Boots with Emmzy and Scotland and we decided to test out colognes, for Dan A's birthday present, so we sprayed them onto those little test paper bits and i either inhaled too much of it when Emma sprayed one of them, or Emma sprayed it right in my face... i can't remember which... so this caused me to have a coughing fit... then i realised that the love of my life was paying at the counter that was closest to us, so Emmzy and Scotland started laughing at me, and I started laughing at them, so i was having a sort of coughing/laughing fit and he kept looking over at that point... so he witnessed most of that coughing/laughing fit................ goddamn, that is so embarassing.. but still i can laugh at it... i'm sure he was laughing at it in his head... or he was just completely horrified at the unattractiveness! Bah he is hotness. I <3 him.
Right, Sunday. Didn't do anything except for watch a few movies during the day such as Without a Paddle, Scooby Doo, Scooby Doo 2 (Aren't I cool?!), and Ed Wood. Then I went to get ready for Dan A's partay, and Emmzy, Scotland and Garth came round before hand and we all went together. The Party was pretty fun, I'm glad that i didn't get as drunk as i thought i would get... i only got slightly tipsy, then sobered up as the night went on. Some of the party was ruined by people who thought we had to leave at like 9 or something, because some guy apparently took about 100 pain killers and an E, as well as being quite drunk. The only thing that was true was that he was quite drunk. And he only took one pain killer, apparently he wasn't feeling well beforehand. But anyway we got to stay. And the ambulance didn't have to take him away, so Christoph's mother took him home. Towards the end of the night we made yet another abusing phonecall to a certain someone, then Anna screamed down the phone at him. Good ol' Anna!

So yeah, that was my weekend... hope you enjoyed reading it...


love love love love love love!

current mood: giddy
current music: Island In The Sun - Weezer

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Monday, June 13th, 2005
4:22 pm - I forgot this.
Even though he won't be reading this:
Happy Birthday Dan (Hope you have a good one)
xxxxxx

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Wednesday, May 25th, 2005
10:38 pm - Hmm...
It's nice to feel loved. I'd say why I feel loved, but I fear I will lose the feeling. I'm going to take in this moment. Hold on a sec.

Right okay. It is done.
Well I had my English Lit exam today... which I have most probably failed because i did not finish the last, last question. And I'm crap at English Lit, God only knows why i am taking it for A-Level. *Sighs* Fool.
I'm really disorientated because of Study Leave, I keep thinking its Friday today... maybe cos we had a "garty" (YES GARTY) at my house after the exam. We watched 3 movies - Rocky Horror Picture Show, Stepford Wives and Sleeping Beauty. Sleeping Beauty was not my choice. I wanted to watch Butterfly Effect. Inbetween the movies we made ourselves some snacks. And after the movies we went outside onto the tramampoline to have a lil bouncey-wouncey... not realising that as we bounced, my neighbour's son and his fit friend were watching us through the window. Eugh the shame. But Yeah fun times. Oh Crap, I've missed most of Desperate Housewives. Right I'm off.
Laterz
Squeeze (Dale)

current mood: loved
current music: Decent Days And Nights - Futureheads

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Tuesday, May 17th, 2005
10:22 pm - Woah
Wow. Today was our last day at our school. Some of us are coming back for sixth form. But one of my best friends isn't and that's really upset me. Same with a bunch of my other friends. It's so weird. I swear none of us seem old enough to be able to go into sixth form or go to college or get jobs. it's insane. I swear i'm still only a kid. This seems a really lame thing to say but we're growing up so fast. It's amazing how fast year 11 went by. CRAZY. Did alot of shirt signing today. Chris wrote that he owned my arse on my shirt. And Emma owns my left hip. And Goring owns my boobs. Good stuff man. Well I'm gonna go watch the rest of that Pete Doherty rockumentary now.
Peace out.
Jezza (laz)xxxxxxx

current mood: melancholy
current music: Kaiser Cheifs - Time Honoured Tradition

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